Blame

In the first few years of my relationship, I blamed the alcohol for the problems.  The bad moods, the temper, the other women-the alcohol caused everything.  I remember saying "If he would just not drink..."  Then he went to AA and stopped drinking for 4 years and I realized that it wasn't the alcohol that was the problem.  It contributed to problems, of course, but it was not THE problem.

Day 1

This is my first blog and forgive me for meandering as I start down this path. I have put off doing this for a long time but I am tired of having all these thoughts in my head and I need to find a place to get them out and maybe find out I'm not crazy. Or, find out that I am. Either way I am hoping it will bring a little peace to a turbulent life. These are my thoughts and my opinions and whatever else may jump onto the page at a given moment. I think if you are here, you will understand what I mean.

I will try to post regularly. Sometimes it will be funny, sometimes not. Sometimes it will just be.

I welcome you along for the ride